My Lonely Bidam

 

My Lonely Bidam
 
  


Starting my blog today… Feel like writing lots of things.I’m so into Queen Seon Deok, the Korean historical drama.
 

 

Bidam starred by Kim Nam Gil (김남길)   
 

Apart from great story line. Nam Gil really attracts me.
 

I think it’s because he’s too lonely.
 

Which is same as me…
 

I feel sorry for him especially the ending part.
 

As he just wanted to express his “Love” for Deokman
 

Only few steps left.. still he could not even reach her hand.
 

Even after finish watching it… I still feel so empty.
 

Like there’s Bidam living on.. somewhere around.
 

I don’t know.. but if I find someone like this lonely. I might fall for him..
 

Eventhough it would start from pity.
 

Kim Nam Gil

 
 

There’s a song that Kim Nam Gil sang for this drama which is called “Can’t Love You”.

 

I really like it and I think Nam Gil expressed his feeling best for Bidam.
 

 

Apado nan apeun jul molla
Oji annneun neol gidaryeodo
Geuriumi himgyeowo hwicheonggeoryeodo nan himdeun jul molla

Neol nae ane dun geu nalbuteo
Maeumeul nanwo sseul jul moreugo
Dachigo meongdeureodo sirin gaseumeul dadeul juldo molla

Sseulsseulhan sesange nareul salge hago
Utge haneun geon neo hanappuninde

Saranghamyeon an doeni naege omyeon an doeni
Han beonman han beonman anabomyeon an doeni
Nae jeonbureul da georeo gatgo sipeun sarami isseo
Naemam badajumyeon an doeni

Jidokhan oeroum geu sogeseodo naega sumeul swineun geon
Da neo ttaemuninde

Saranghamyeon an doeni naege omyeon an doeni
Han beonman han beonman anabomyeon an doeni
Nae jeonbureul da georeo gatgo sipeun sarami isseo
Cheoeumija majimaginde

Saneun dongan nae pume dora ol su eobseodo
Naega ne gaseume jiwojyeo beoryeodo

Saranghamyeon an doeni neoui dwieseorado
Meolli seo meolli seo barabomyeon an doeni
Neoui geurimjarado nan jikyeojul su itdamyeon
Geurae geugeorado gwaenchanha honja saranghaedo gwenchana 

 (translation)

Even it is so painful, I can’t feel it
Even I’m waiting for you and you wouldn’t come
Even I think of you with shaking so badly, I can’t feel it

Since the day I put your heart in my mind
I can’t put my heart else where
Even if it hurts and breaks my heart apart, I won’t close my heart

I am who was living in a lonely world
You’re the only one who can make me smile

Can’t I love you? Can you come to me?
Just for once, can you hug me in you arms?
You’re the only one I love
Can’t you accept my heart?

The reason why I’m still breathing in this terrible loneliness
It’s all because of you

Can’t I love you? Can you come to me?
Once again, can you hug me in your arms?
You’re the only one I love
For the first time and last time

Even you’re alive, you can’t be held in my arms
Even you throw my heart away from your mind

Can’t I love you? Even if I’m just behind your back
Distantly, I just can look at you from afar
Even if I just can protect your shadow
Even like this, it’s alright.. even only I love you, it’s okay.